I spent so much time here trying to cheer myself up, trying to cheer you all up.
The fact is I'm hiding from life as it is. This is a place of my recognition or something. I get a feeling I'm achieving something.
Yesterday I realized all the things I want that I don't have in my real life. I just watch the days go by in deed, doing nothing, moving nowhere. My pep talk here doesn't work in practice.

I'll write something worthy of reading, not just fill the blank page. My life is a blank page now.
I didn't give up, just my daily routine is not what it's supposed to be. My entire life is a waste of time right now. Dukascopy has been my safe place to hide. Well, time to face all my trouble...

Besides my spirit here, I need it elsewhere.

I'll keep you posted...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hdzSl4af-aM
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