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Hello,Everybody!
This is me and my 2 years of loose
)
I don't want to blame anybody, even myself for being NAIVE and closing eyes on lots of things.
Now I know much and see more. Every person is a teacher.
And every loss is can be a gain from something else in life.
But the most important lesson I got after this relationship, You should give and get in similar way,
and understand if something went wrong, (not be in illusions), of course love is about giving and carring, but love yourself too, and feel the difference it both sides of actions.
In my situation I was too open and bealiver,
I didn't understood how many bonuses i gave and that I was only a catch for step forward, with all my contacts,
knowledge I sharing, motivations I gave and ways I show, even in material part, I was a giver :/ Too much huh?
So unfortunately there is some people who treat in that way, the same as some girls use "men' for money and
there is some guys who playing that game too. "Nothing personal, just a business?"
I still feel shame, that I give a chance to fool myself, even when I seen, that person using me, my money, possibilities, contacts, cheating behind my back, and never carry me, when I felt down, but always there, when I get success.
So I left alone when I stopped to giving it, and Im sure this person will come back if he needs something else from me, but this time everything is taken.
(No its happend not right now, some time ago, but I think I still need to write about it,
to repeat myself about this lesson,and remind to be more careful with people with whom I thinking to live my life with. )
Im sure, Im not the only one who gets such experiences..before right way.
Love,Alexana.
This is me and my 2 years of loose
)I don't want to blame anybody, even myself for being NAIVE and closing eyes on lots of things.
Now I know much and see more. Every person is a teacher.
And every loss is can be a gain from something else in life.
But the most important lesson I got after this relationship, You should give and get in similar way,
and understand if something went wrong, (not be in illusions), of course love is about giving and carring, but love yourself too, and feel the difference it both sides of actions.
In my situation I was too open and bealiver,
I didn't understood how many bonuses i gave and that I was only a catch for step forward, with all my contacts,
knowledge I sharing, motivations I gave and ways I show, even in material part, I was a giver :/ Too much huh?
So unfortunately there is some people who treat in that way, the same as some girls use "men' for money and
there is some guys who playing that game too. "Nothing personal, just a business?"
I still feel shame, that I give a chance to fool myself, even when I seen, that person using me, my money, possibilities, contacts, cheating behind my back, and never carry me, when I felt down, but always there, when I get success.
So I left alone when I stopped to giving it, and Im sure this person will come back if he needs something else from me, but this time everything is taken.
(No its happend not right now, some time ago, but I think I still need to write about it,
to repeat myself about this lesson,and remind to be more careful with people with whom I thinking to live my life with. )
Im sure, Im not the only one who gets such experiences..before right way.
Love,Alexana.